So I took the list from a few days ago and I am updating it, probably adding more specifics. I just wanted to try and figure out what is wrong with me. Here goes...
1. Finals are this week.
2. I really, really, really need to do well on my last final for RLS 111. Not an option.
3. I am falling behind in CHM 103.
4. I need sleep but I can't fall asleep before 2 a.m. and I can't stay asleep past 10 a.m.
5. My period is really late... again. (Could be caused by stress?)
6. I have to move out next Saturday.
7. I have to begin packing the rest of everything soon.
8. I have to call a woman back to say we aren't interested in her hosue after we already said we'd sign the lease.
9. Dealing with houses is killing me.
10. Why did my on-campus housing get screwed up anyway? Damn system...
11. My eating habits are way off lately.
12. I have no money to my name.
13. I am fighting with my boyfriend again.
14. I am trying to keep a friendship going.
15. My best friend is due to have her baby soon. Any day now...
16. I need a job for the summer/next school year.
17. I legitimately can NOT find one.
18. How am I going to live off campus without a car?
19. Ashley Comstock. Get her out of my head please.
20. Why does she have to visit now? As if summer wasn't close enough...
21. I don't want to drop ZTA.
22. I don't have a choice.
23. I have to move back home.
24. Alex has a serious learning disability.
25. Kathleen trashed my room.
26. Daniel is not responsible enough to care for himself let alone the other kids.
27. Lilly is uncontrollable.
28. My mom doesn't have the same rules as when I was living at home.
29. My dad seems to be avoiding me.
30. My face/body is breaking out in acne/hives.
31. I'm self-conscious enough as it is, body blemishes aren't helping.
32. I am the advice-giver for my friends.
33. I worry about giving bad advice or leading them in the wrong direction.
34. I worry about horrible secrets getting out.
35. I worry about venting to people for fear of it getting out.
36. I worry about venting to the same few people for fear of driving them away.
37. Abortions freak me out.
38. I hate not getting grades I want when I try so hard.
39. I hate not knowing if I'm being judged or not.
40. I hate secrets.
41. I don't like confrontation.
42. I hate feeling like the third-wheel when the actual third-wheel steps in and bumps you to the side.
43. I get cramps that mean nothing. Pain for no reason at all. Perhaps punishment.
44. I hope we get the house we've been talking about signing for. I can't take disappointment for a third time regarding this.
45. Ex-girlfriends that come back into the picture are only reasons to be jealous even more.
46. Why can't he tell me why they broke up? What could it possibly have been?
Stand by for updates. I'm sure this list will grow and shrink. They way things are looking, I'd assume growth will occur before shrinkage.
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