It won't stop. Every time I see or hear him texting, I am only going to think he is texting her. It's already starting. And I know. He has friends, but all I will think of is her. And if it isn't her, maybe it's the ex. It's my own fault. I told him to befriend her. Or did I? Maybe I just want to understand why they weren't friends. Curiosity maybe? I don't know. Maybe it's a fear of what could happen to us if, god forbid, anything should happen between us. It's legitimate dint? And again, I'm back to "I just need someone to agree with me".
I can hear him texting right now. I can feel the tears welling up. Don't let him see you cry again Naomi, not again.
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