Thought of the Day

I need to stop trying so hard. I realized today, when I spent a good hour trying to figure out what to wear to his house tonight. He doesn't care what I wear, especially when we are hanging out at his house. It makes sense, but I can't shake the feeling that I need to impress him. Constantly, I catch myself thinking "what would he think about..." or "what would he say if I..." I don't want to be that girl who does everything her boyfriend wants her to do, but the truth is, if he wanted me to, I would. What makes it a problem is I can recognize it happening (because it has already happened a few times) but I still do nothing about it. I suppose it could be a good thing because it means all I want is for him to be happy. But changing myself isn't. Nothing huge has changed yet and I will take it upon myself to stand up for myself if a big change is expected to occur, but for now I feel like I'm fine. I just want to be comfortable and happy, and I am.