Story of my life...

"Truth is everybody's going to hurt you; you just have to find the one's worth suffering for." -Bob Marley

This quote has to be the story of my life. I want to say that it is directed towards my man, but truth is, it's probably directed towards me too. I need to find a way to let myself open up and accept the fact that maybe someone can make my life better and I don't need to be alone all the time. I call myself an independent (though I have definitely seen some more independent girls, a few of whom are my friends) and I will always support myself, but I think I can learn to let someone help me. No one ever said we have to go though life alone. This guy just has such a hold on me that I don't know what to make of it. I have never been so attached to someone for so long. It's all new to me and I don't know if I should be scared or excited or nervous or what. I have been holding my emotions in because I refuse to let myself feel things for someone who doesn't offer a secure relationship. Lately however, I have found myself admitting things more and more often. This could be bad. Yet, over the past few weeks, his responses are more than reassuring that a relationship is possible. Fingers crossed right?